christmas sucks

Cant go to the 50 cent concert which really super sucks :( but ooh well. Kind if thought it wouldnt happen. It would of been too good of a thing to happen to me.

CHRISTMAS SUCKS! Soo not in the spirit of christmas or anything these days. But with everything that has been going on, how can I? Adam you are soo amazing throught this rough time! Wouldnt be so great without you hun!

I know the thruth Tanya! But thanks for trying to make me feel better hun! You are an awesome friend. I know that he wouldnt want to be with me and it hurts more each day. I just like him so much and I dont know how much longer I can deal with all of this. Why cant I just get over him and move on?? Because he never liked me and he never will.

I cant even focus on exams .. argh my marks are going to suck!! So much studying to do tonite for my meeting tomorrow and im not even close to finishing it. But I dont even care or want to finish it. I hate meetings!!

MRS.GRINCH

Banned from d/s tonight staff party going on. Havent eaten anything since suppertime! SOO hungry and cold!! SUCKY NITE



Alyse
xo